Dear diary, yesterday as my daddy came up to me, he said „Wanna play?“ „There's a game, you're my patient and I am your doctor“ he said. It was fun 'til he stared, 'til he touched my cheeks and ponytails and he yelled „Don't tell a soul, my dear!“ From this moment I lived in fear ...
Everytime I close my eyes I'm embraced by disgust. No way to defend myself, to run from the one in my life I'm supposed to trust. The smell of his breath makes me ache, peel the skin off his face with my fingernails ... again and again I get nailed right in front of his friends!
This is my requiem. This is the moment I fall apart. Where is my nemesis? I level my world for a brand-new start!
Clearly I've played your game for too long but today is the day and we switch the roles. All the pain made me strong, now it's time for the doctor to leave my home.
Stuck, wake up, by now it's all so clear, just let the fucker rest in pieces. Stop, now what? I've got the upper-hand cuz with you gone the nightmare ceases! Stop, wake up, you're having a bad dream? I'm your Krueger, you're my Elmstreet!
Take a shovel, dig a fucking hole. Dig deeper, dig deeper, dig deeper and bury the past of my life.
This is my requiem. This is the moment I fall apart. Where is my nemesis? I level my world for a brand-new start!
I am finding myself where I don't belong. You belong to me. Making amends when everything goes to waste. I will stay here! I'll be your friends, I'll be your soul, I'll be the guardian you'll never know! Still I don't know who you are. Fear me. Just ... fear me! Still I don't know who the fuck you are!
Sever the ties. Bury the lies of my life. Sever the ties. Bury the darkness inside. Sever the ties. Torn by the thoughts I despise. Sever the ties. We've never felt so alive ...!
credits
from GameChanger,
released October 19, 2013
music: philT
lyrics: Nico Balletta
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